I spent most of the day asleep, and have been up for three hours now. I want to go back to bed.
I’m hungry but I don’t want to eat. I need to go to the store but I’m anxious about it. I need to pay bills, and reorder my synthroid and klonopin, but I’m too anxious to do either of those things.
I’ll probably have to get my sister’s help and that makes me feel frustrated, useless, and worthless.
What’s going to happen when she inevitably moves away after she gets married this summer? Now her fiancee’s looking at a job in New York. I had really hoped they’d stick around here, though I know I’d still not see them that often.
I hate being a burden on her but I don’t know who else to ask.